Woman. Creatrix. The Wild Feminine.
I truly hope that we can learn to feel, understand & witness our own inner power & beauty. There is an inner union that occurs when we let go of the resistance - from the modern day conditioning of who the patriarchy has told us we should be: 'good sisters, daughters, wives.’ Being ‘bad’ in their eyes is a liberating thing.
We were not taught in school how to feel safe in our bodies, how to honor ourselves, how to connect with the universal love that is our birthright and be in constant inner and outer union with source. Perhaps that's why we came here, our souls chose to learn what disharmony, disunity & division feel like so we can find our way back to wholeness.
Wild feminine soul, there is a reason you were born with a womb portal; through all the etheric planes, it is for more than just birthing in the patriarchal sense. Our moon cycles are sacred, our intuitive natures heightened, like the high priestess, at that time of the month. This is not something we are taught, but that which was suppressed out of fear of our divine natures being too bright by the patriarchy.
I hope we can learn to come back to that harmony within ourselves as I have been learning too. I have only just begun in the physical & etheric sense, over the past 6 months. I have felt the most sadness, anger, pain and internal & hormonal imbalances than I have ever before, but I managed to make it through and hold space for it, super imperfectly. This was suppressed inside of me since my childhood, that I didn’t feel safe to feel until now, until it’s bubbling up.
This is how we heal generational trauma. It isn’t until a brave soul, the cycle breaker, you, is ready to begin to feel and release and alchemize it all, that the lineage and all of its prior generations begin to heal. So don’t run from your emotions.
I have been learning and guiding myself through feeling it & through sometimes fast & harsh, at other times a slow, steady imperfect process. It will forever be a constant journey, but I am learning, healing and embodying as I go, as we all are. I have been learning through every plane, slowly, the underlying root causes behind my pcos & it’s trans-generational links to the trauma in my lineage in my dna.
I came to experience my first painless period days before my 22nd birthday (aug 15th :) ). A milestone after experiencing the deepest depths of my shadow yet.
I’ve held space for two extreme paradigms over the past year; a walking paradox, and my soul is finding its way towards the middle path.
I hope we can come together and allow the sadness to bubble up, the pain below the anger - that intertwines our lineages - so that we may be able to release it in union. Too often I see a suppression of the darkness in our society and it manifests as disharmony, through jealousy, projecting our hatred, anger, onto one another - 'othering' & dimming our own light, not embodying our present truth.
I hope we learn to feel how we can hold space for ourselves and one another as we create space for a new paradigm, while simultaneously releasing an old one; one for us to co-create in together, through empowerment.
We are not in competition with one another. We are a sisterhood and I hope by feeling the pain we can address it and reconnect to the love, sisterhood and community my heart truly desires to feel.
One step at a time though baby.
with so much love and gratitude,
Anjana
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